Okay, so you've stumbled into my domain of Eternal Despair and Cookies. Or, I invited you...anyway, just pick an area and start clicking! But, you only have to click once, so don't just start clicking...but then, if you know me at all, you know never to take anything I say literally, so...anyway, enjoy!

11/10/00   Eternal Despair and Cookies is born! Yay!

11/12/00   Minor adjustments. Ooh! And changed some of the DeffyPics to other stuff!

12/1/00   Added my b!tch test result/award thingy...instead of working on my history paper. No! WHILE working on it! Yeah...

1/20/01   I've been agonizing over midis. Still don't know if they work. I threw in two more pages of picture pleasure, and did some other stuff that I don't feel like telling you about.

Then to Now   I have done nothing. Nothing at all. But I changed this. And maybe I'll change other things. Or maybe I won't!

4/3/02   It's been a while. But I've been doing stuff without telling you. I have! Like, uh...I can't remember now, but I did. Tonight, though, or should I say this morning, I changed the Word From Our Sponsers thing below to Ways You Can Help Get Me Money. No, it's not much money, but when you're a broke ass college student, a dollar's a lot!

5/5/03   I think my site has rabies. It wouldn't let me change anything for a long time, but now apparently it's decided I can, so you better believe I'm gonna! And I'm not going to tell you what I've changed, either!

9/24/04  Yay for changes!  I removed an entire page of GODAWFUL poetry, and moved three pages up, and put in a new page of shiney new contemporary poetry, which is bound to be better because it wasn't written in high school.  Worked out some random bugs, and updated according to my ever-changing lifestyle.  Also changed things based on my own flighty whims.  Thought about changing some things, then didn't.  Ha.

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This is the Useless Area. I didn't know what to put here, so I decided just to make it the Useless Area. It has no purpose. It's here merely so that I may say stuff that didn't really belong anywhere else. Like, for instance...CHEERIOS!


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Ways to Help Me Get Some Money, and Some for You Too!
Gomez Peer (once called Porivo Peer) is a program you run in the background when you're online. The bandwidth it takes up is adjustable, from max to none. You get an average of about 12 or 13 cents a day, but you actually get paid once you get to five bucks. I get anywhere from the five dollar minimum to sometimes seven bucks a month, for nothing. I have like three spyware programs, and they've never had a problem with Porivo/Gomez. They pay you through PayPal, which is a very reliable online "banking" service. It's not a bank, per se, but you can send and receive money, and get set up for interest, as well. You have to have a bank account or at least a credit card to verify yourself, and once you're verified, you and I both get five bucks free. I've been with PayPal for a few years now, and they haven't screwed me over a bit. They actually protect you with things like eBay. And for Porivo, (Gomez, I keep calling it Porivo because that's what it was called when I started) if you're activated (which depends on your location but they activate just about anybody) I get a dollar. Doesn't seem like a lot, but crap, that's a load of laundry, man. Here are two cute little linky things for you to click on, complete with my referring info built right in there. All you do is click and go. Thanks for helping!